Thursday, June 29, 2006

NSTP

screw the e-LeAP, it's still not working. My first class was started late, & dismissed early. Unfortunately, my Personality professor is out sick. Fortunately, my sister's on break, Yen's class won't start til 3 & in a while, the other guys will be on break too. Then we had lunch together. (:

Me, Yen & Berna bought Yellow Cab - 18" Manhattan MeatLovers - Gov. Forbes. Met up with the other guys & rocked Forbes Place's lobby.

So now, we all parted cos they all have class at 1. I'm suppose to be checking my NSTP Module 1... Unfortunately, UST suck ass, so it's not yeat uploaded. Bitchy, if you ask me. But in some way, it's kinda great.

BLAH. I have an hour to go, by myself. & God, this will happen to me every Thursday for the First Sem. Well, it's better than last year. I remember spending all my break time in the library last year. So the people behind the counter here in the Internet room already know me by face. & also the people in the Baggage Counter. But now, I have less breaktimes, so I'll be spending less time here.

Oh. & my manual's cover's done. I had Jacob do some sketched, so it looks better than everyone else's manual. (:

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

their LOVE story

When all the cards has been laid out, there's no turning back. So, what's the latest? He loves her, & she doesn't love him back - anymore. Now, THAT is SHOCKING. Well... As we all have said, TRUTH HURTS. We can't do anything about it, but accept the facts & find something better or probably something more satisfying. All I know is that, I'm trying to be a better person. ;)

My sched still sucks at the moment. I had the longest break today, 12-230. I had lunch at Beanhoppers' Cafe with Jacob, Den & Hope. Where Jacob drew stuffs on my arm, pretty neat so it was actually fine. Then their break's over, so they passed me to Topher, Marvin & Tyrone. We stayed at, I think their favorite food place, Sticks & Bowls - where I had a stick of BBQ. That's where I've concluded that they do eat fast, so we finished early & headed to the Guidance Office. Eventually, I went to my class & was, as usual, dismissed early cos Sir Manaloto?'s gonna have a meeting with Father. In fairness, my day went kinda good. Except for the thing that I'm actually thinking of going to the dermatologist again.

I'm sending out my condolences to Jed. First, his PC died & was sent to the shop. Eventually got revived. Next, his internet server stopped sending him bills & eventually cut off their connection. & just recently, his monitor burned out. Talk about BAD LUCK.

Sunday, June 25, 2006

when you want to capture something....

FIND THE LIGHT. :)

This school year could probably be better. At least I'm now hanging out with some people. :) Still LOSER-ish, but... WHO CARES, right?

I miss hanging out with GH people, or at least the people I hung out with earlier this year. :)

Saturday, June 17, 2006

another semester

Well, it's official I'm a total loner in that classroom. First of school, totally killed me. I had 3 classes, from 10-4 - with a 1-230 break. During that break, I stayed at the library for a while - played text twist til my head ached. I also finished the stuffs I have to deal with at the Accounting Office - although I still have to drop off something on Monday or Tuesday. Spending an entire year with the same people in one room & not making a single buddy, makes me a total anti-social loser. But then again, if they don't like me, FINE. After my last class, I headed home - rested for a while - and went to the mall after. Bought some stuffs for home and school. We had so little time that we weren't able to eat anymore. I left the mall with my stomache aching and got home a little before 11. Got home, cleaned myself up, ate dinner and went straight to bed. Amazingly, I was dog tired, I lied down, closed my eyes and next thing I knew, I had to wake up again for school.

But then, I kinda think that second day of school sucked more, but it's not that bad. I baby sitted my nephew during his toddler school session, which lasted for a couple of hours. Then I have to get to school after that & attend a class which will last until 7 in the evening. Fortunately, it was a lab class & first meeting. So it only lasted til 5 in the afternoon. After that my dad, with my mom, picked me up at school. As usual, we were with my mom, so she asked my dad to drive her around the metro - which drives my dad totally insane. Well... I could understand that, cos it'll also drive me insane - with all the traffic and screw them pedestrians, just thinking about it drives me nuts. I got home around 7, suprisingly my sister who came home from Cavite got home first.

I feel so wasted. But it's kinda better now, than it was before. Past is past, it's just a memory, and the only good thing we can do about it, is to learn from it. I think I have. :)

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Erik leaves tonight

I feel kinda sad that one of my best high school buddies is leaving. Well, I'm totally bummed cos I didn't get to see him before he leaves. Totally sucks, I really hopes that he goes back soon. :(

Today, most of the people I know goes back to school. Tomorrow, more people are going back to schoo - including my nephew. & as for Science people, we won't go to school until Thursday. & yes, Ateneans go to school on the 19th. So much for having vacation. HAHAHA It's kinda good that I'm going back to school. At least I'm gonna lose all the weight I've gained during the summer. Plus, it also means that Tokyo Drift is coming up. :) I'm a tad bit excited already. ;)

Saturday, HA I'm seeing Richard - after a long while that is. Ever since they graduated high school, I only see him once a year - whenever he celebrates his birthday. O no, make that maximum of thrice a year, when my sister and I celebrate our birthday. Although last year, no one really celebrated their birthday. I kinda just hanged out with few of my friends and that was it. We didn't really eat or anything. So this Saturday, as tradition we would probably bring him one of the Sugar House cakes again. He kinda loved the Cookies n' Cream cake we traditionally give him. I don't think they still have that though. So if they don't, we could bring him my personal favorite from Sugar House - Concorde.

Monday, June 12, 2006

hooooly porsche

I watched Cars yesterday. It was sooooo cute. Tim watched it too. :)

Thursday, June 08, 2006

nike rockstar - hip-hop

Nike just sent me my Nike Rockstar Workout - Hip Hop DVD. :) I'm so excited to see it. ;)

I'm so bummed. School's gonna start in a week, I just couldn't believe it.

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Cars: The Movie

McD's came up with the Cars happy meal. I don't usually collect toys from Happy Meals, because most of the time their sucky. But this one totally changed my mind. Aside from the fact that I collect hot cars, this one comes really cheap - compared to the cars I previously purchased. Totally cheap, think about it.... If you get the Burger McD Happy Meal, that's 66Php. Burger cost like 25Php, & let's say the drink cost about 10Php. That's like 31Php for the toy. Compared to the cars I bought when we went to California. I bought this low rider from a shop near Hollywood, & I think it cost about $20+ - that's roughly about 1000Php.

I'm collecting the cars from the Happy Meal. I've got a month to do that - it only runs from June 1 -30, 2006. So limited time, so much money will be put to waste. HAHAHA

So far, I have Fillmore, Luigi & Ramone (violet). Lightning is still with my tita, she hasn't sent it over to me yet. Then later, I asked my sister to get me one. She'd be probably getting Mater or Sally. I think there are certain cars that are out of stock in some branches - I think those branches are the ones in popular places, like Glorietta.

Anyways, I have 6 to go? Ramone - yellow & green, Flo, Guido, Doc Hudson, Sally, & Mater. Sad thing is that they don't have the minor characters like Mack, Sheriff, Chick & King. I hope I'd be able to get those cars too. I kinda wish they push that out for next month, & not some lousy toys again. HAHAHA

PS.

There's a rivalry starting between my nephew & me. He's starting to treat Fillmore as his own. GRR.. HAHAHA

Monday, June 05, 2006

sophomore: 1st sem

WOW. What is wrong with the world? My schedule totally sucks. :(

M - 1-7pm
TTH - 10-1pm
W - 1-4pm
F - 9-7pm

What else could suck? GOD, my pe is korfball. WHAT ON EARTH IS KORFBALL!? Plus, my TTH is mor eor less not definite yet, I don't have my Philo 5 class schedule yet. Which makes it suckier, because I think our schedule's mixed up again.

The only good thing about my schedule is... i get to go to Greenhills every Monday and Wednesday. Well, I'm kinda hoping that I could still change my PE, so I could also go to GH every Friday. ;) Although another downside to this story is that I don't really have so much purpose on going to GH now.. :(

Still my schedule sucks but in a good way. I don't get break times anymore. Which is a good thing, because that gives me a reason not to mingle so much with my blockmates - which you would rarely catch me doing.

... Can have everything. I assure you.

Sunday, June 04, 2006

midnight madness

I was in Glorietta last Friday to check out the midnight madness. & really, I find it totally awesome. It was the best so far, WAY BETTER than last year. Although the freebies that Ayala provided was kinda lame. Last year, they offered Smores and now they only gave out Nestea Ice.

I kinda saw people too. It's becoming a small world for me too. HAHAHA I was my high school Journalism lecturer, Ms. Meollo - if she's still a Miss. & I saw Topher and his family too. & probably there are other people who saw me too, but didn't approach me.

We ate in Super Bowl. We had the usual - Yang Chow Rice & Crispy Noodles with Beef Brisket - and we just added the mutated Lemon Chicken.

Then we had ourselves taken home by our aunts. ;) They were on the same place, only arrived a little later. HAHA Then my dad was kinda tired, so he asked my aunts to bring us home instead.

So anyways, at the end of the night. I found myself scoring 2 shirts for myself. One is from Spoofs Unlimited, the shirt says "Fakers 8". Then another shirt from Tomato, it was kinda plain blue with 'Resort' printed at the top left back side.

And finally, there's a WWE shop in Glorietta. HAHA WWE rocks Ayala. ;) I want 2 shirts from that shop too. One is Randy Orton's RKO - Legend Killer shirt, and the other is HBK's shirt - I kinda forgot what was written at the back. What else? I want another shirt from Tomato, that I think I'm getting later. ;)

I know... I LOVE shirts. ;)

I'm so depressed that I wasn't able to go today, today's the 2nd night for Midnight Madness. But I'm kinda happy that I'm going later. :D

Thursday, June 01, 2006

music

"It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life."

- Green Day, Time Of Your Life

"There's always that one person
That will always have your heart"

- Usher & Alicia Keys, My Boo

"I was alone thinking I was just fine
I wasn't looking for anyone to be mine
I thought love was just a fabrication
A train that wouldn't stop at my station"

- Everything But The Girl, I Didn't Know I Was Looking For Love

"I'm a little bit of crazy
I'm a little bit of a fool
I'm a little bit of lonely
I'm a little bit of all
Oh, I need a cure
Just a little bit of you
And I will fall...."

- MYMP, A Little Bit

"Well I'm so tired
Of falling in love
Finding it easier to fall out
You can't deny it"

- Eagle Eye Cherry, Falling In Love Again

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

it's official...

I am a non-professional driver, with restriction 2 only. :(

I'm so dog tired. I slept at 4a, after havin a little arguement with Ralph. Sister woke me up at 645a, because stupid alarm clock didn't activate. Prepared myself, & by 8a I was ready to go. Left home, arrived at the LTO around 9a. Did a whole bunch of stuffs, & after 6 dreadful hours... I have my license, & my prettiest one. ;) I looked totally cheerful. HAHAHA

After LTO, we headed to Binondo to drop off something. Then we had snack at some old chinese restaurant, kikiam & hot choco - not a good combination, i know. Then we headed home.

Spent a little time at home, then we took off. Mall. :D Every girl loves the mall. :) Went around for 3 or more hours, with completely no agenda. Then home. Dog tired. My legs are starting to kill me. Plus I'm so sleepy I have to get to bed early, I'm starting again early tomorrow - baby sitting.

I saw 2 adorable guys at the LTO. HAHAHA But it was no places for meeting people. The place is so hot that it won't really make you smile when they take your picture - that explains all those grumpy faces in the license of majority of our population.

I'm excited for Friday. :) Our agenda: Mondragon & Glorietta. Shop til I drop, or my wallet empties.

non pro license

I'm getting my exam for my non-pro driver's license tomorrow. My driving future is actually based on this one, cos if I do flunk this I won't really be able to drive this school year. And this school year, we might be actually driving ourselves to school already. :) Which is actually a good thing for far too many reasons.

Anyways, I was talking to Jed and our conversation eventually led to my P. Noval incident - which if you wanna know the story, feel free to approach me and be confused whether to take pity on me or laugh because it's to hilarious to even think of the word pity. And you know, like any old buddies that I have they know it wouldn't hurt my feelings if they die laughing about that incident, because I also found myself laughing about it and totally EW-ed at the same time.

Oh well, I was totally counting on RD to review me for the non-pro testing tomorrow. But then, it's RD, he's there when you least expect him to be. Well, not all times, just most.

Another thing about today, I think I'm 1000Php poor-er. I spent 500Php at the mall, & another 500Php for the MNG jeans me and my sister bought from some client who sells clothes she barely use. For a MNG jeans, that's totally cheap. ;) But then, I have to wear it with high heeled shoes because it's meant for that.

PS.

MNG jeans, size 6. Fat ass. :(

& I hope my phone's alarm would actually wake me up. It's 2am, I should be up at 6am. HAHA I'm going to the licensing really early, so I could still go to the mall in the afternoon/evening. I'm restless when it comes to shopping and hanging out. Whenever there's an opportunity, I at least try to grab it. :)

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Jigo

Erik's leaving on the 10th of June. Suck ass. :( He's one of my best high school buddies, and now he's leaving to study for the US. I hope I can go out with them. We're planning a day out on June 3.

totally YUCK

I was soberly sick. I had diarrhea for 4 days and I got a little fever-ish too. After 5 lbs., and countless bathroom trips I'm sort of well now. Well, sort of, I think I'm having LBM again. Anyways, now I have colds. Our house is being repainted, I have a totally bad nose now. Good God I'm well now. I don't wanna be confined. ;p Well, if ever I will be, I'll have people visit me. HAHAHA That'll be awesome. ;)

I just came home from dinner with my South relatives. My cousin Nathan is a total cam whore. HAHAHA

There's this one anonymous number who's texting me, and saying alot of creepy stuffs. Freaks me out, totally.

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

18 in less than 6 months

A couple of weeks ago, Rosselle told me that I should already be planning my "debut" - because she is already, and it's not until May '07. I have been planning, at random times. I usually keep my head odd it, cos basically I'm broke - bought some stuffs, alot of things to pay. Sometimes it just sucks to try and be independent, and be me, anyways.

Plan A, aka Suite Plan:

Id be renting a suite somewhere in Ortigas or Makati. Then the theme would be like a black and white cocktail party without the cocktail HAHA or simply barefoot.

Black and white cocktail party, everyone should be dolled up and should be wearing black or white. But the food is the problem, cos we won't really be able to eat finger foods. But it would be kinda cool being all dressed up and you're chilling and stuffs. :)

Simply barefoot will revolve around one rule, shoes will be stored in the closet. HAHAHA Everyone will be barefoot as to represent simplicity. Also, everyone can be on their casual - jeans, shorts, tees, whatever they feel like wearing - as long as there's something.

The main point of these two ideas is A. to be able to chill with friends long enough, B. to see long time friends, and lastly C. to celebrate my "wo"man-hood (Jed insists that I'm a guy). I would totally love chilling with everybody... especially my high school buddies, in and out of OB.

And lastly, I'm planning to have 3 sets of 18 somethings. Probably one set could make me something priceless - something that's really made for me - I honestly don't need things that can be bought, I'd rather have something meaningful; Another set could be stars on a video that would allow them to tell me everything, hopefully nice, they want to let me know or something - more like the traditional 18 candles, but this one would only be viewed by me; And the last set, could be people I get to spend an hour with or could bring me their or my favorite desserts. - and I actually think the latter is better. HAHAHA

Pray for me to be able to save up cash for this whatever that I'm planning. :)

Oh, and I want this to be an overnight thing. So I'm actually looking for a huge space - as if there would be alot of people. Anyway, if there wouldn't be alot of people then it's better actually, our space would be bigger and it would be more comfortable. HAHA Anyway, I've thought of alot of people to come, so I was thinking of getting something with 3 bedrooms - girl's room, boy's room and my room. It's my birthday, I should be comfortable. Or a 2 bedroom, mixed up people. HAHA They're kinda used to it anyway. ;)

*

I went to Mall of Asia today. It was so big, bigger than Megamall and as bright as Podium. From what I know, I think the land area's 3 hectares. Anyway, I just did a stroll, didn't really entered the shops cos I was strolling with my dad. I think they have almost every shop you could think of, and restaurants too. Plus, there's a HUGE parking space in and out of the mall. Alot of people actually parked outside the mall, I can't really assure the safetyness and all since this is the Philippines.

alone

The world just turned it's back on me. :(

This is one of the worst days ever, I don't wanna talk about it.

PS.

I was able to unlock the phone, so I get to use it.

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Nikki at 18

Nikki celebrated her womanhood at the Garden Ball of EDSA Shang. ;)

I came in just in time, and left kinda early but was able to finish the prog. Prog was good, dance and song numbers were fab, and oh my God... the food was good. We had lechon, HAHA. :) It's like gulping oil. Desserts were heavy, so I ate only a little. The band was kinda good too.

So, I came in a $5 Morgan & Co. Maroon dress. My face had cheek tint, lip gloss and a little powder. My hair was a total mess up. HAHA I love Niq, but I'm broke to have my look fixed. HAHA

Love you Nikki. Sorry I wasn't able to stay overnight, although I would love to. Thanks for the wonderful night.

PS.

I already have it, and I'm in love with it. :) O2 XDA II Mini.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

lucky luck luck

I just remembered RD, a couple years back, wishing me g'luck on my search for that someone like him - someone who'd treat his girl right. When you think about it, he's kinda alright. He's kinda sweet when it comes to treating his girls, and he gets girls who don't treat him right. Sucks, I know. You treat the other person right, and in return, they treat you like a bitch.

G'luck to me tomorrow - watching Da Vinci Code in Glorietta. I hope they let me in. It's R18, I'm down by 6 months. :(

G'luck to me, I hope that I'd get my Mini soon. I'm overly excited, and it's killing me. I've already got alot of stuffs for it - talk about excitement.

G'luck to Franz, with his AnaPhy long test later at 8am. He's not yet studying, and hopefully at the moment he already is. Hopefully he won't sleep after he studies, he might not wake up on time. As for me, hopefully I could help him by waking him up or keeping him company.

"Hey girl, I wanna catch your wave." ;)

G'luck to Topher, for whatever he is planning to do with his love life & hope that he does the right thing.

G'luck to Kokai, to make good decisions especially at this point in her life. Hope that she'll do the right thing too.

G'luck to Jay, although he thinks he's flunking Math and that he might be taking it for the nth time... let's hope not. (I'm a good blockmate. ;))

Oh. Happy Birthday Niq! :) I loves you. :) See you Friday. :D

Before I forget...

Mr. Anonymous, NEVER, EVER call me a bitch. Because I'm not - never was, and never will be. It sucks that I treated you as a friend after everything that happened. I know I shouldn't, but I still gave you the benefit of the doubt. I guess I was wrong. This is a totally different you. And you know what? Since change is evident right now, think twice before calling me again cos I might not consider you as a friend anymore. I already gave you far too much consideration, and all this isht you've slapped me are more than enough to make me realize that you're not worth it, and you'll never be. But still, as nice as I can get... I hope you have a great life ahead of you, and hope that you wouldn't meet someone like you. And if ever you will, let's just say that karma still works.

Mark R., me and Jay got to talk about you. What happened to you SUCKS BIG TIME. We do hope that your souls at peace, we miss you. :(

RD's tita & daughter/son, what happened to the two you SUCKS BIG TIME too. It's really freaky that something like that is possible. I know RD, he's a good person, he'll take care of his family and cousins. As from what I know, he treats everyone as family. :)

Good people have so little time, but why? I just don't get it. :(

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

random feelings

1. Bummed - I don't have my Mini yet.

2. Happy - I'm going and YOU aren't.

3. Bored - There's just no one online, yet, to talk to.

4. Bloated - I've been eating a whole lot of food lately, and I can't help it cos there's just nothing to do.

5. Cold - The aircon's window is directed to my feet.

6. Excited - I'm watching a movie tomorrow, Da Vinci Code.

7. Incomplete - I wanna see 2 groups of people and 1 person. Group A, I'll be seeing on Friday at Monique's 18th. Group B, hopefully I'd see when I get my Mini. Person A, next year? I see Person A, only ONCE a year - and I'm wishing all that could change.

8. Broke - I'm saving up all my money to be able to pay for the Mini, and I can't shop as much.

9. Sad - I'm almost 18, and I still can't just hang out anytime.

10. Loner-ish - There's really no one to stay up with, talk to, and fall asleep with. Yes, sometimes I sleep with the phone/cellphone on my ears with someone on the other line. (Kinda started a long time ago, while I was talking to this someone. And eventually we became quiet, he fell asleep and, eventually I did too. Kinda sweet when you think about it. HAHA)