OTH - Season 1 (1/8)

Ep 1

Nathan is SUCH A BITCH. HAHAHA
I need a good guy who I'd be glad I'm friends with..
Down by one and I love that block.

Ep 2

"Relax... Destiny has a way of finding you."
"If I say I hate it, either I'm a liar or a fraud. Either way, I lose."
Why is it OK, when sometimes it's just not?
"I just want things to go back the way they were... with everything"
I want someone who'd ask me how my sleep was.
"It's hard to fight things that were afraid of, sometimes we just need a little help"

Ep 3

HOTness HAHAHA
"I want someone for once. Reliable, steady..."
"Sometimes it's good, sometimes... there's no one else"
"If everythings perfect, we wouldn't be human."

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It's so good I can't help watching. But.. a kid SHOULD rest too, because she also got some responsibilities to attend to. & finally, the other computer's working. THANK GOD, all the gasoline wasted wasn't worth a tad bit - I have my reasons.

Like what I said... Success is the SWEETEST revenge.

I'm so DIZZY & I wanna VOMIT

I got the DVDs that I want. <3 One Tree Hill - Season 1 and Laguna Beach - Season 1 and 2. I love both these shows. :D Amazing... (:

a kiddie picture

I'm super bored right now that I just want to sleep. I'm super sleepy but I don't wanna sleep. This feeling... It's just so weird.

This is image on the left side... I made this during one of those hot week day afternoon, when there's nothing to do and there's no one to talk to. I was thinking like how would I illustrate something if I was a kid again. At that very moment I started thinking like a 4 year old again. Oh well... Time flies fast.

MY house

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. son. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

PEACHY

Fine, like what Jed told me... it's peach. It's suppose to be orange. Anyways, this is just a simple wallpaper I made - out of boredom, of course. I used some brushes here and there, and VOILA (: Finish product. This is a 640x480 wallpaper with flowers, vines, and a butterfly. My name is of course printed on top right, and the date I made this.

Afterwards, I had my dinner at 5 in the afternoon. HAHA I'm considering it my dinner because I ate alot, and I already ate lunch. My dad brought home Sipa and Kikiam from a resto in Malate. The food came with great sauces, that's why I was able to eat alot. And I did eat alot, more like my usual meal before.

Oh well.. Got to go, I'm off to Glorietta to do my weekend window shopping. Although this time, I hope I get something for me. (:

butterfly swirls

This is pretty neat. This is about 640x480. I used one shade, as usual... HAHAHA Kinda gold-ish. I used some swirls, grunges and that butterfly. Name and date is printed on the bottom left, so I can keep track of what I've been doing so far.

sucker for jap

Sometimes I'm a total sucker for Japanese food. My dad loves me. :D He brought us home food from Teriyaki Boy. I don't know if he has an idea that I have this craving for Teriyaki Boy almost everyday - since I stopped going to GH. HAHA But damn, I LOVE TERIYAKI BOY. He brought us home 2 orders of Teriyaki Chicken. It's not Katsu, but I love anything from that resto. (:

It sucks though... They came home 1130p, and we already ate dinner. I try to eat a meal only once, what I mean is that I'll only eat breakfast, lunch and dinner once. I used to eat everything twice. HAHA I'm a pig, I know that.

I keep my share of the chicken in a safe place. So I'm kinda expecting that I'd still be able to eat everything tomorrow. (:

I can't wait for tomorrow's lunch. HAHA Teriyaki Boy BABY! :D

And you know what? One of my most wonderful dinner was at Teriyaki Boy. <3

2nd chance

"This time I'm not gonna let you slip away... This time I'm not gonna let another day go by without holding you so tight, without treating you so right." - This Time, Freestyle.

Maybe when some people get their 2nd chance they'd say yes. HAHAHA What if some people are just taking their time... Wasting their time... HAHAHA Some people wait to know that the feeling's right. Some people are scared because of past experiences. Or maybe they were the right people at the wrong time, and now I wonder: When's the right time? Maybe now or somewhere in the future, they just haven't noticed yet.

Some things are left unnoticed, some words are left unspoken and some feelings are left unexpressed. That's the way love goes...

Random feeling: I miss visiting the store in NEGH. HAHAHA

incomplete

I miss my old school friends.

I miss talking all day, all night on the phone.

I miss chillin'.

I miss taking pictures.

I thought summer wouldn't be this boring. I think I ran out of things to do. I know there's so much things that I could do, but there's always that something that'll hold you back, me back.

I just don't know where to begin, or how to start all over again - on what they call THE RIGHT WAY. How would you know if something's right if in your opinion it's not, while on other's it is.

What's missing? The cherry on top of my sundae.

I miss having my usual frappuccino. I miss having my warm chocolate milk. I miss having the new people around me and the usual people I know around me, and sometimes when they're mixed together.

I love hanging out, and just talking about nothing serious. I miss laughing my heart out.

"I want to move on, not realizing i was moving too slow. Tried to hang on, but there was nothing left for me to hold." - Two Trick Pony, Sandwich.

goin' CRAZY

"When I fell to the floor tonight, I was so scared, I was so terrified. Then I saw you, and I promised myself that if I could just get up, I'd walk over to you... I'd tell you how much I need you and how much I want you... and how nothing else matters." - Nathan

Now I've just come to realize that having all the material things I want isn't enough to keep me happy. I have a phone that can store almost everything that I need, a desknote that I've set-up to suit my taste, an iPod to keep me going, a camera that I bring everywhere to store so many memories, and the speakers that I wanted. I don't really so much material things, in fact this is just a little craze to me.

This is such a crazy day - there's just something wrong with it and I couldn't figure what it is. I've been thinking but my mind seems to be so blank. Alot of thoughts are rushing in and out of my brain, that I don't know which one to focus on. It's really a complicated thing.

One thing i'm sure about... I need some form of distraction, just to keep me off this silent phase. I need someone to talk to - random thoughts, or some form of activity that I could get myself busy with. Silence bothers me so much, and the word sleep hasn't been entering my vocabulary lately.

I can't wait for my OTH DVD. When you think about it, there are alot of lessons that you could get from OTH - & that's why I love it so much.

Somehow, I wish that I could turn back time and would've said yes to everything that I wanted. But then again, sometimes, wanting more could mean losing everything. Regrets? I'm not so sure.

sea shells

This is one of those stuffs I made during the Lenten Season. The resolution's 640x480. I had nothing to do that week, everyone was out having their own vacation. HAHA Me? I have all summer long.

I GOT MY SPEAKERS. Cheaper than usual, about half the price. :)

endless summer

I MADE THIS. I was just tripping with photoshop during the lenten season, and this is one of those walpaper types that I came up with. The resolution's 1024x768, I think. I basically did this on grayscale - there are times when I'm really poor in color combination, I don't know why. I used the brushes I have. And this is what I came up with. Pretty neat, huh?

Since I have all summer to myself - thank God I passed my subjects - I see myself spending more time with my desknote and over the net looking for tutorials, brushes and inspirations ;) I guess summer isn't a bore after all. And they all wonder why bedtime during summer is 3AM.

At the moment, I'm in love with bossa nova, photoshop and myself. HAHA Seriously, what's not to love? ;p