been thinking

Boredom brings up alot of stuffs from the past, what ifs, and what might have been.

Past... I figure that I miss having a guy best friend. And by that I mean, someone who I can call up anytime - wherever he is and whatever he's doing. We'd have hours of conversation and we would either hang up because were sleepy, not because we're bored or something, or we'd fall asleep. Someone I could really hang out with - just chill, watch tv or listen to music. And yes, someone who would force me to eat. Someone who generally has the same interest that I do, but there would still be alot of differences. Bottom line: I need a guy someone.

What if I took my chances on what I really wanted? Would things work out better? I guess, we wouldn't know, RIGHT? Cos I didn't. And now, I'm hoping that I'd come across that chance for the nth time. Once in a while, I need to give someone the benefit of the doubt.

I just got my OTH - Season 2.

watching: OTH - Season 2 (3/8)